I'm going crazy!! Have I fried my brain, or have opened up new pathways into areas of my brain that were previously blocked off? Am I becoming a schitzophrenic, or has my televison actually been telling me to devote myself to God. Am I the Devil or am I one of the Lord's messengers? Are we all Devils and messengers? Who was the greatest prophet? Will he come again? Why can't I delete Andy's last blog? What will happen when this band breaks up? Will I have to start building a new myspace from scratch? Will I have to go to my personal myspace... which I never use? Was I really supposed to get up on stage and sing The End? Do I stand out or stick out? Will I make it to the top of the mountain? Have I already been there? Are they watching? Will they continue to watch? Would it be worse if they weren't watching? Am I afraid of being alone, or is it that I need an audience? Why can't it stop.